As first time parents, there are some things Boone and I often reflect on. I thought I’d share a few.

What I love about being a mom. I love Madelyn’s smell and the way she smiles with her whole face. I love her little clothes especially her little dresses. I love breastfeeding. I love watching Boone hold Madelyn. I love feeding her right before bed. I love picking her up from daycare and listening to the staff gush about her. I love her little noises and her big noises. I love watching my family while they play with Madelyn.

What I hate about being a mom. I hate the 4am feedings. I hate being tired all the time and I hate the smell of old milk. I hate it when Madelyn is crying for no reason. I hate traveling up north and all the extra work it brings. I hate finding a babysitter anytime we want to go out. I hate tights and all the extra laundry. I hate pumping.

What I miss about not having kids. I miss having free time. I miss spontaneity. I miss wearing normal bras and necklaces. I miss going out with my friends. I miss drinking a beer whenever I want. I miss reading books for fun.

What I don’t really miss. I don’t really miss TV shows. I don’t really miss shopping. I don’t really miss sleeping in. I don’t really miss the bar scene.